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have i mentioned how awesome my therapist is? ok, i know, i have. but i learned YET another fabulous thing about myself this week. something that i think will help me to improve my relationships, both friends and intimate partners. i say it like i…

so much to share and just no time to share it. did neuro today. felt great until i started talking to others about answers and realized some mistakes. too bad, too, i had started to feel like i had finally accomplished something to be proud…

another email from the mystery person. It's interesting to imagine the assumptions you make, said and unsaid, how and where they vary from accurate to wrong, the Truth and the Grey Areas, and all the gray clouds. Perhaps I don't think of you in the…

i am very disappointed by the reply: "impossible, that would be no different than the current state. you are smart not to place trust upfront, which is why i didn't ask for it upfront, through this. oh well. we'll see each other around i'm sure, and…

lust is what gives me the most desire. still not sure about pleasure. there are technically things in that case. but lust. boy toy and i, oh, yes, lust. like "can't make it out of the house before..." lust. and as i think about it,…