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dying of CHF, or your heart failing, is horrible. or it can be. your lungs can fill with fluid. things start to fall apart inside so blood starts to spew out. it can bubble up your nose. and yet, your body keeps trying. the system…

(not necessarily in order) pros: smart, attractive, independent, hard-working, good in bed, baker, adorable (style and hobbies), loyal, strong, supportive (i believe in you). cons: doesn't stop (mostly) i will push to resolution that satisfies me (which does not necessarily mean getting my way all…

i haven't cried in a really long time. probably since the end of nursing school when my parents wouldn't help me. i cried tonight. i cried because in a book i was reading one of the characters, who thinks he is the only person left…

i think i prefer being the one that gets broken up with. at least then you feel like you have a right to your emotions. ross showed up at the coffee shop tonight. i have taken to walking to cenote after dinner. it gets me about…

from the merriam-webster website as cheesy as it sounds, i feel a desire to connect viscerally. one of the wonderful things about boytoy was (is...i mean, he isn't dead) that we can talk economics. we can talk about the fucked-up'ness we see in the world.