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so, to further describe the stress i have been feeing lately i will use the analogy of the other shoe dropping. it feels like any minute now, the delicate balance will implode and the other shoe will drop. i'll default on something. my friends will…

i am generally a very positive person. i am the optimist in my group of pessimist friends. but today, as i return from another night of struggle at the office, i have a hard time believing. i got stuck with a needle at work (pt…

a week, or so ago, i had 2 nightmares. one after another. ruined my day to say the least. i didn't leave bed for hours. really wished i had a cat that would cuddle me. boytoy came over and went to the grocery store with…

this new year's was the first new year's in at least 4 years that was moving from a positive place to a positive place. last year i worked for Liz. year before that i worked with the mean nurses in temple. and the two year's…

so, i have a new therapist. and i like her a lot. i have had 3 sessions and discovered a bunch already. i switched because i want to focus more on sex and relationships. my old therapist, Elizabeth, was more life/struggle. she recommended the new…