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good thing i am seeing my therapist on monday. Ross and i had an emotional altercation. while he was in MI his step-mother threw him out (or something to that effect) because she is nuts. dad did not defend Ross. i know about Dad's not…

i realized this week that there isn't enough sexy in my life. there is little sex as well, but that isn't what i miss, so much. my friend peter, who didn't lose his virginity until he was 41, would get massages per suggestion of his…

a few weeks ago i went to elysium and they were having a special event. it was a "reunion" for a club called Ohms that operated in austin in the mid-90s. and it was magical. i walked into the club and closer was playing. they…

that's what my therapist told me i needed to focus on. it feels like a really big topic though. i've gained 20 lbs. since starting at St. D's. a very small percentage of my clothing fits me. as i have everything tailored to fit, i…

i can't sleep. since i started at St. D's and went back on night shift, i can't sleep. i don't have a problem falling asleep, but i have an issue with staying asleep, and having restful sleep. finally i went to the MD. she suggested…