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it's hard to imagine

i was sad today. my inability to connect with people makes life complicated. life changes and it is hard to roll with it. i mean, one does, i do, but it makes me sad. i felt lonely today. a few years ago we had a…

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bonds

went to see the new bond film tonight. my goodness i left aroused. between bond himself (played deliciously by Daniel Craig) and Q. OMG Q! nerd heaven. he has a mortgage and two cats. swoon. how i long to watch his nerdiness then periodically molest…

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i have a knack for this

the 29 year-old i met at barbarella is into BDSM. in fact, he just finished a year of serving a mistress. i really need to stop going on dates with 29 year-olds. i like him, and he is adorable, but i don't want kids (he…

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so, remind me again...

how this not finding a new lover who isn't necessarily boyfriend material is good for me? i mean, i am still well cerebral enough that i am not going to do anything stupid, but sheesh, i miss sex. halloween at elysium and funeral parade. the…

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ho-hum

my first history test was harder than i expected. but i get to take them twice :> i had an ice cream date with a 29 year-old. we met at 80s night at Barbarella. he can seriously move on the dance floor. we were suppose…

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