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i've had some time to think. my relationship with michael, in sf, was exactly what my friend from last night has to offer. only i don't have a husband this time. and, sure, patrick and i were struggling, but i felt a bond with him.

i saw star wars tonight. it was amazing. my childhood remains intact. and i have a super awesome pint glass to prove it. i'll wait a few weeks before i post details about the film so as not to ruin it for anyone. i had…

i have a date tonight with someone i have had a crush on since i met him. he's married. but their poly. but i don't want to be a second. i want to come home to snuggle. so why am i having dinner with him?…

i arrived home tonight in my light winter coat, (wet) suede ankle boots and my panties. it was raining something fierce when the club closed. it seemed silly to stand hoping it would stop raining. i ran for it. when i got to my car…

tonight i chopped fruits and vegetables for my meals and snacks next week. i also had coffee with a friend that just got engaged. and had brunch with some married friends. and it feels HORRIBLE. like there is this club and i am not allowed…