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i haven't consciously decided to date someone since my first boyfriend in high school. all the subsequent boys i dated (and married) started out as a casual thing. it is weird how liberating deciding to date someone is. i feel like it is ok to…

so, the boy is my friend, now, er, boyfriend, kyle. yep, the guy who used to live under my bed. he's graduated! just kidding. when i worked night shifts he slept in my bed. anyhow, i mentioned the "so besides the sex, we sort of…

so...this person is someone i have been friends with for quite sometime. my age (yeah!). it is odd going from good friends to "dating" because, besides sex and spending more time together, what is different? we still talk about the stuff we used to talk…

tonight was the goth ball. i looked wonderful, though i felt awkward in my clothing. just proves it is all attitude. the music was fantastic. the last song i danced to was "how soon is now". i then walked to voodoo donuts to buy donuts…

i feel like i might be coming apart? my discipline is gone. i haven't been eating well or sleeping well or getting the things done i need to. my US history course starts in march and i SO don't want to deal with it. i…