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rules as i recently explained them. to the boy (see previous post) -playmates isn't for everyone -don't spend the night (encourages deep connection) (this is the rule i have broken TOO many times in the past) -respect is the most important need/trait in the relationship…

or maybe it isn't a lesson? i dunno. but this boy thing is difficult. i don't even want to say frustrating. it is difficult. i am happy that i am feeling this interest, but this boy does not seem to be the possible one. so…

so, there is this boy. we met YEARS ago on OKC. we went on 2 dates, at least i remember two dates (he only remembers one). he didn't talk much. he offered to rub my shoulders. it was odd as we had only hung out…

so, went to death salon and riotfest in the last two weeks. death salon was great. lots of new interesting information about better ways to handle bodies after death. one is called aquamation (which is what i want) - it is cremation without flame. it…

sat down to post, at 0226, and the sleepy just suddenly hit me. but if i don't write this now, i will forget. and that makes me feel old. remember that longtime friend i had the conversation about life with in July? we had another…