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he says he is working on it. some great songs on the dance floor make it almost possible to not be quite so sad. not feel quite so lonely. i think i need to try harder to get myself to 80s night. Ça Plane Pour…

yeah, i am sad. and lonely. i suppose this is me getting over the boy. i offered some encouragement after one of his posts (told FB i didn't want to see them, but whatever...) at the end i reminded him he was awesome and replied…

gary numan was right. it's odd how safe i feel in my car. i am insulted from the world around me, without being out of it. i took an s-bahn home one night. i was listening to Radiohead (probably pyramid song) on my noise reduction…

(what was already written) yeah, i have just been really sad lately. just not a lot of happy things in my life. boy problems. roommate problems. working too much. tummy PROBLEMS! i talked with my psychiatrist today (was awhile ago now). we are going to…

i think i used to be REALLY busy. but i can't figure out with what. perhaps it is simply that i have not been working 4-5 days a week. or that my days off have been in a row. it's nice. i worry about money,…