they ruined it

i really loved my job, until today.  my mgmt doesn't trust me.  they want me to come into the office to chart.  i asked why and my team lead said so she could help me, "You are a new hospice nurse." i asked if that meant she would sit with me to chart.  she scoffed.  it just says they don't trust me.  i don't want to work for people that don't trust me.  they probably don't want me very much either.  this makes me profoundly said.  i really love my patients.  they are wonderful people that i love to get the chance to help.  i am seriously bummed.

i had previously had a number of relationship ideas to share.  but all of a sudden i can't think of what they are.  today has made me so sad, i don't seem to remember anything passed about 1500.