i have the distinct feeling that i am going to experience the Kuebler-Ross model stages of loss much more strongly in andreas leaving me compared to patrick. with patrick, i am embarrassed to say, i tried to negotiate with him (he did not reply), i…

i think i've got it! -A HYPOtonic solution is one that has too few particles and too much water -A HYPERtonic solution is one that has too many particles and too little water -Osmosis is water moving from a HYPOtonic solution to a HYPERtonic solution,…

and i am really tired. but i am afraid to stop distracting myself with news and stuff. cause i'll lay down and start thinking and then i'll cry. i don't want to cry.

my boyfriend ended it today. i respect his decision, though i don't agree. we think about relationships differently. with the exception of the depression recently, i had hope. seems like a pattern. i felt that way with patrick too. but patrick was done and now…

i am basically really learned my A&P in nursing school. in my A&P classes i was given info, just facts...this is the pancreas, this is how it works, but i wasn't taught how things relate. what the pancreas working this way means. i didn't have…