just now it hit me. i want someone to miss me. it seems i am just too difficult, even being awesome, and people get to a point and they just don't miss me anymore. i had this text message that andreas sent me in oct…

i have had a couple of people mention to me recently that my blog seems like intruding. am i being too honest? over sharing? maybe that is why i don't have a big following. i should stick with fashion and politics. but this is my…

i have been to the gym 4 times this week. having my guilt partner is AWESOME! went to lunch with billie and sandra today. it was really nice. even though i am in class with everyone 4 days a week, it is just class and…

i am sore. have been to the gym two days in a row and, man, do my legs hurt. i also did that wagon to the coffee shop/grocery store thing on sunday too. had no idea i was so out of shape. now that i…

and i don't even really have a reason for it. i am just annoyed. i did get a series of annoying emails this evening. the future of KS is getting really complicated. my new clinical location scares me a bit. though i haven't really been…