and it doesn't fucking matter. Mo's going away party was nice. not without a few hiccups. got a call from my friend ross that he and my friend audrey had been in a car accident. the party was ready to go, so i jumped in…

i had 2 interesting light bulb moments this week. both were in conjunction with therapy appointments. the first appointment was with my regular therapist, elizabeth. the second was with a friend of Katie's that practices hypnotism (he has a degree from st ed's in neurolinguistics),…

i didn't get the job with AMD. the boss told me that he would keep me in mind for other jobs. but isn't that what they all say? even if i decided to stick with nursing school and didn't take it, it sure would have…

(i wrote this yesterday and it made me feel much better to say it out loud. i don't mean to bum anyone out, but i need all the help i can get.) the end of this week has been rough. i have been blind-sided by…

the current chapter i am reading in nursing is entitled "grief and loss". i realize being broken up with pales in comparison to losing a partner to death. my instructor said you can't judge loss. but i think it is reasonable for me to say…