i feel this tiny piece of thread coming up raveled inside. i have no idea how to stop it. i want to ask for help, but i don't know who to ask or what to ask for. how do you figure that out?

i was so busy during break. and it wasn't studying. when break started, i thought i was going to be bored. not so much. i think i gained 5 pounds too (and not just because of all the polish food at grandma's funeral...damn that was…

i woke up feeling really alone this morning. not sure why. i mean, i graduate in may and have all sorts of people rooting for me. there all kinds of wonderful people in my life right now. classmates and goth buddies and improv friends. i…

terry gross interviewed trent reznor on fresh aire today. she played wish. tomorrow i am going to go to the gym and i am going to RUN. wish makes me run.

yes, it really is me. perhaps i need to get lasik?