i am very disappointed by the reply: "impossible, that would be no different than the current state. you are smart not to place trust upfront, which is why i didn't ask for it upfront, through this. oh well. we'll see each other around i'm sure, and…

lust is what gives me the most desire. still not sure about pleasure. there are technically things in that case. but lust. boy toy and i, oh, yes, lust. like "can't make it out of the house before..." lust. and as i think about it,…

i have started to read the multi-orgasmic couple book that patrick and i bought ages ago. i think he started reading it. boy toy wants us to try for more orgasms for me. who can turn down a boy who asks for that? anyhow, i…

not so much. though part of me wonders whether it was the person. when i arrived, she came down from her office, reached over to take my pre-work paper and said "i'm going to read this and be right back. you know where the restroom…

my OB test went well. which is just frustrating. i studied MAYBE 4 hours in total. what am i doing wrong with med surg? i can't even get through the material in med surg in 4 hours. *sigh* on my way home i posted on…