i think i prefer being the one that gets broken up with. at least then you feel like you have a right to your emotions. ross showed up at the coffee shop tonight. i have taken to walking to cenote after dinner. it gets me about…

from the merriam-webster website as cheesy as it sounds, i feel a desire to connect viscerally. one of the wonderful things about boytoy was (is...i mean, he isn't dead) that we can talk economics. we can talk about the fucked-up'ness we see in the world.

i have a flat tire (i thought this would be a good financial month) optimus prime keeps peeing on the club house mattress (i hate that cat) i called it quits with boytoy (yes, it was my idea, but it still hurts because i love…

my ex-mother in-law commented on my last blog. that makes me super big smile! we are having this amazing thunderstorm right now. you know, a texas thunderstorm. it is SO beautiful. and i am in my loft, snuggled into my pillow thrown. i even have…

my site got hacked. sent out TONS of spam. my hosting service was totally not helpful. so i am now hosting somewhere totally new. it is top secret though. of course, i have to rebuild things now. and that will take a while. i need…