i continue to waste my time. i waste my time with people that are only periodic in my life. mind you, i greatly enjoy the time i waste, but it is wasted. i spent last evening with an old lover. it was a lovely evening.

i really loved my job, until today. my mgmt doesn't trust me. they want me to come into the office to chart. i asked why and my team lead said so she could help me, "You are a new hospice nurse." i asked if that…

dying of CHF, or your heart failing, is horrible. or it can be. your lungs can fill with fluid. things start to fall apart inside so blood starts to spew out. it can bubble up your nose. and yet, your body keeps trying. the system…

(not necessarily in order) pros: smart, attractive, independent, hard-working, good in bed, baker, adorable (style and hobbies), loyal, strong, supportive (i believe in you). cons: doesn't stop (mostly) i will push to resolution that satisfies me (which does not necessarily mean getting my way all…

i haven't cried in a really long time. probably since the end of nursing school when my parents wouldn't help me. i cried tonight. i cried because in a book i was reading one of the characters, who thinks he is the only person left…