that's what my therapist told me i needed to focus on. it feels like a really big topic though. i've gained 20 lbs. since starting at St. D's. a very small percentage of my clothing fits me. as i have everything tailored to fit, i…

i can't sleep. since i started at St. D's and went back on night shift, i can't sleep. i don't have a problem falling asleep, but i have an issue with staying asleep, and having restful sleep. finally i went to the MD. she suggested…

so, to further describe the stress i have been feeing lately i will use the analogy of the other shoe dropping. it feels like any minute now, the delicate balance will implode and the other shoe will drop. i'll default on something. my friends will…

i am generally a very positive person. i am the optimist in my group of pessimist friends. but today, as i return from another night of struggle at the office, i have a hard time believing. i got stuck with a needle at work (pt…

a week, or so ago, i had 2 nightmares. one after another. ruined my day to say the least. i didn't leave bed for hours. really wished i had a cat that would cuddle me. boytoy came over and went to the grocery store with…