the day BEFORE my birthday was awesome. drunkin' putt-putt was not as drunkin' as i expected but it was REALLY funny. LOTS of talk of balls. juvenile but SUPER funny. then i went to elysium for 80s night. a few other people showed up there.

been on some dates with Sean again. hmmm. going better this time. the hospice facility i work at is my joy. i still need to get paid, but it is my joy. the long game, as long as it takes, is to go there full-time.

good thing i am seeing my therapist on monday. Ross and i had an emotional altercation. while he was in MI his step-mother threw him out (or something to that effect) because she is nuts. dad did not defend Ross. i know about Dad's not…

i realized this week that there isn't enough sexy in my life. there is little sex as well, but that isn't what i miss, so much. my friend peter, who didn't lose his virginity until he was 41, would get massages per suggestion of his…

a few weeks ago i went to elysium and they were having a special event. it was a "reunion" for a club called Ohms that operated in austin in the mid-90s. and it was magical. i walked into the club and closer was playing. they…