how this not finding a new lover who isn't necessarily boyfriend material is good for me? i mean, i am still well cerebral enough that i am not going to do anything stupid, but sheesh, i miss sex. halloween at elysium and funeral parade. the…

my first history test was harder than i expected. but i get to take them twice :> i had an ice cream date with a 29 year-old. we met at 80s night at Barbarella. he can seriously move on the dance floor. we were suppose…

i wore a fabulous new dress out last night. i found it on etsy. it was homemade, but fit like it was made for me. it was really stunning. i received many compliments. most of those people were drunk, but not all. i have had…

which we obviously need. and i wanted to start with something positive. my therapist tells me i should go on lots of dates. i need to do this to: weed out the "losers" and expose myself to the most people to figure out what i…

the paragraph below is the first part of my response to boytoy about how he treated me before he left for Alaska. i think it is an important part of the puzzle . first a little about me. as you know, i married suddenly. i…