gandalf is snuggled in the crook of my arm while we watch murdoch murders. a dream come true! too bad this will end friday when i stuff her in box, take her to the vet and have her anal glands cleaned out. sigh.

it's funny, when i walk down the halls at the hospital, going to a pt room or the supply room, it feels like the office. of course, i realize it is WAY more than an office. it is a temporary home for some people, and…

i've had some time to think. my relationship with michael, in sf, was exactly what my friend from last night has to offer. only i don't have a husband this time. and, sure, patrick and i were struggling, but i felt a bond with him.

i saw star wars tonight. it was amazing. my childhood remains intact. and i have a super awesome pint glass to prove it. i'll wait a few weeks before i post details about the film so as not to ruin it for anyone. i had…

i have a date tonight with someone i have had a crush on since i met him. he's married. but their poly. but i don't want to be a second. i want to come home to snuggle. so why am i having dinner with him?…