which was a mistake. it was 11p-7a. my team was cliquey and i had way too much time to think. saw Lawrence of Arabia in 70mm yesterday. it was amazing. i'd forgotten half the film. lawrence was crazy and his death TOTALLY ironic. but damn,…

i got a strange phone call last night. it was from a playmate from college. i think i have spoken to him once prior to now, since college. and i think that was texting on fb or something. he called me because he had just…

my hair is so long the only way to really manage it is to braid it everyday. but i don't really have time. i really need that personal assistant now more than ever. tonight i have stayed home to comfort myself. nachos. sat in the…

and all i have is bad news. ok, not all bad. but some bad. bad enough. i split with kyle today. i just couldn't handle the emotional hand-holding. am i jaded? just tired? breathtakingly unrealistic? i asked my therapist if i was being unrealistic. she…

maybe i have a new day job. that would be nice. new stress, different stress. work i really want to do. organization isn't the most healthy. but my favorite pt base and normal(ish - they are still 12s) hours. relationship thing ok. still some peculiar…