i work full time at my dream job. i get to take care of people who are dying. but my company is SO dysfunctional. our NP left and they brought in a rotation of 3 doctors. they didn't consult our director. they didn't ask the…

i did it. i finished my BSN without exploding. you can call me: Heather Black, BA, MBA, ADN, BSN, RN for my next trick, i will get my CHPN. which is my hospice certification. it is a test, but i should study for it. after…

my best friend once explained her experience with depression as a wave. she said one minute she was fine and then next a wave of sadness overcame her. that isn't how it feels to me. everything is just so hard. everything i have to do,…

i woke up at 0415 this morning to go pee. which is quite an ordeal in my waist cincher and spanx. then i went back to sleep and had a horrible nightmare. it tainted my entire day. it has tainted my psyche. i dreamt i…

tonight i spent the evening on the couch. today was my "friday", i am off for the next two days (and donating platelets!). roommate was out with her man. gandalf and i chilled. binge watched "criminal minds", as we do. paid some bills. went through…