2010-06-09
*sigh*
i really need to find a more full-time volunteer gig for the summer. i have so little to do, i don't even want to get out of bed. sure, i have my 2 eight-week classes. but they are SUPER boring, being i have already taken both of them previously.
maybe mo and i will win the lottery tonight. i would go on a trip in that case. shopping in paris for sure.
the capo has a cyst in his eye. the only one he has. so i am having to put drops in 4xs a day. he isn't big on that. though i do think it feels better after i do it. this morning it looked worse. this evening it looks better. i hope he doesn't lose his only eye. we had a blind dog when i was a kid, winnie, she got around fine as long as you didn't move the furniture. she did die in a sight, or rather lack-of-sight, related issues, but we think she was actually committing suicide. i think some pets do that when they are sick. anyhow, i know he would get around fine, but i still feel bad for him and would feel worse if he lost his remaining eye. and, of course, vet bills aren't cheap.
i gained back the 4 pounds i has lost. i just can't control my eating habits. it isn't that i over eat in a particular session. it is that i eat out a lot. i hang out with friends a lot. it is easiest to do that if you have lunch or dinner with them. so i may eat out twice a day. anyhow, i would really like to get back to 125. 120 would be brilliant but is asking too much. is it so hard to lose 10 pounds?
read a book called 'the book with no name'. it was really good until the end. the end left me flat. i guess it ended too abruptly. too many loose ends. there is a second book though. maybe that will explain something more.
the 'what is the point?'s have gotten a hold of me. nothing good to hear about the economy. our southern coast is being devastated as a result of greed. my cat is sick. the market is down. i feel lost in my relationship. so, what is the point? i am just getting older and more infirm. why burden society?
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