2010-04-23
it feels like it is spiraling out of control
i have done everything i can. i have hand-carried credentials. i have created data sheets. i have cut the price in half. and yet my life feels so out of control. i had 2 headaches this week, oh wait, i already told you that. the doctor gave me a few migraine meds to try. we'll see. really i am happiest when i have baked something, i take it to someone, and that makes them happy. that makes me happy. i wish i could be a trophy wife and just bake. part of it is that tonight didn't end-up as planned. went to see 'kick-ass' which was AMAZING! wow, that little girl, the one that plays hit girl, she is going to be seriously messed up for life after all that killing and swearing. great movie though. then andreas and i retired back to my place. but that didn't work out as planned. i took a nap in the afternoon so i would be able to stay awake later. and now i can't sleep. we are having quite a storm though. sad and nothing i can do about it.
patrick gave up on me and now i am all alone.
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