2010-03-01
procrastinating
my pharmacology test could be an A or it could be a C. i just don't know.
i should be studying for A&P right now. but i made cinnamon rolls instead. my buttermilk was about to expire. and, clement told us that men are turned on by the smell of cinnamon. might be good for a few extra points?
went to the therapist today hoping to finish seeing her. i am afraid of all the money i am spending. but it was a bad week last week and a not so great weekend. so it was very helpful to talk to her. one of my great fears is losing my ability to act within my own moral belief system as i move down the socioeconomic scale. i imagine myself dying of exposure because i can't play the game and end up with nothing. sort of like that french documentary we saw in cinema 190. my last thoughts being 'at least i stuck to my values'.
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2010-03-02
David Sathe wrote:
Can a belief system result is a set of values that are sufficiently narrow to allow one to perish from exposure? You have me somewhat anxious given that three weeks ago I walked away from a career that spanned nearly 22 years in a single organization.
i don't think it is my belief system that is narrow, i think it is societies heart that is narrow. i feel that the world around me is saying *we don't want you here. you won't play the game*. congrats for leaving PIA. that is an amazing and scary thing. do you have an plan or are you going to bask in the sense of freedom for a while and then figure it out?
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